I feel like bomb-diving into a pool,
just so I can hear that splashing sound -
as a kid so familiar but now so far from everything.
Underwater I felt so content &
it blocked out all the surrounding noise.
That would be nice.
To swim for hours upon hours.
I don't really know where I am going with this.
I don't have a pool these days
so instead I drown myself in music.
If I allow myself I can find that it
blocks out every other noise -
sure takes a hell of a lot of concentration.
Well the good news is that
I scored my week off in April
& a few other important days.
So there's something I'll work towards.
A break. A rest. A chance to pick up my pieces.
Lately I keep dropping everything.
I've tried to gather most things yet
I still seem to forget a few.
Everyone needs time to sort themselves out.
Ideally I'd like a paid year off please.
I can dream.
*shrugs*
I've gone & put on the one song
that I probably shouldn't have.
For someone in the middle of
feeling okay & not so great
this is slanting to one end in particular.
Damn the effects of a 'perfect' song.
Tomorrow is another day
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